so. my life is a bit of a mess (literally). half my crap is at parkville, half my stuff is at bouverie. i have to be out by monday. need to organise steam cleaners. fuck. i do that now.
i'll get it all done. hopefully. i don't know what to do if i cant. arghhh!
meanwhile, sydney?? should i make the move? i shouldn't get ahead of myself, but i need to be prepared (omg such a control freak..). what happens if i don't get a job in melbourne? if i don't, sydney here i come! but the thing is, i think i will get a job in melbourne. my boss said to me yesterday that there is one definite grade 1 position available at my current department. she added that she thinks that i am really good. my supervisor quickly added "yeah but we think [the other intern] is really good too". So i don't know what to make of that. anyways, back to the point. so i guess i'm confident of getting a job in melbourne, which means i really don't know why i want to move.
maybe its family. i've had this urge to be around family. its a stability thing. there is no way i'm moving to adelaide, so i guess sydney is the next best thing. my sister isn't even there. and she could possibly be moving to melbourne.
maybe i think i need a change. melbourne is bored of me. i'm not bored of melbourne. its spring and everyone is finding love, and i'm left behind, all alone. not that its a bad thing. but i'm not finding love/meeting new people in melbourne.
need to think. going to clean.
i need to move stuff out of my apartment before i can start thinking about moving to sydney. baby steps...
oh, our auto-mo-baby is fixed.
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