bye bye

so i leave today. i had a moment earlier where i cried on the phone. imma was saying she wanted to give me hugs and cuddles before i leave.

i've never been away from imma for this long. ever since the day we stuck crystals on her face we've seen each other pretty much every other day. then she introduced peta into my life. and well... lets not go there (i do miss her so).

i've never felt so uneasy about leaving before. maybe the plane will crash or something haha. leaving my friends behind is something i am having difficulting coping with. the thought of not being able to pick up the phone and invite someone out for coffee scares me. i've become so dependant on my friendship network its not funny. this time away will do me good.

i realised last night i need a will. what happens if i do die overseas?

yoyos go up...and then come down. this little yoyo is coming down - fast.