so here i am in my room, a glass or red in one hand, the bottle in the other and the computer on my lap. i am down, so yet again i turn to my best friend alcohol to help drown the sorrows.
i'm sick. my nose is running, my throat is sore and im constantly getting hot flushes. i nearly fainted at work again. this whole fainting thing has been happening for the past 2 or 3 years. i spoke to a doctor about it once and he found nothing wrong. dean nagged me like a mother would - "are you going to get yourself checked out?". interesting how my own mother would never nag me like that. anyways, i did talk to the nurses about it. they said nothing was wrong. my blood sugar level was good, and my blood pressure was fine. so no biggie in my books. i'll wait for it to happen again...
it feels like my life is getting too complicated for me. i want to talk about it. but i can't. can't find the words to express it...yet again. it will all blow over, im sure.
heres to another glass of wine.
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