really enjoyed today. i relaxed. i wasn't bothered with anything. took imma and dean to work, hung around there for a bit, so very grateful to be able to spend some time with imma. its been less than a week since i last saw her, but it feels like a whole month. when the shop became to hot to handle, i decided to leave, ran home, locked myself in dean's room and turned on the air conditioner. watched memoirs of a geisha, and half of monster-in-law. felt good to just do nothing for the day.
i fell asleep half way through the second movie. woke up to find 20 missed calls on my phone. i call dean to find out what was going on. find out imma had left work. i ran downstairs to see if she was waiting by the front door, but instead find she had already left for home :(. she needs her rest. i really miss her.
decided to meet up with jeremy and daniel for coffee/breakfast/desert. met them at their place, felt faint due to my incredibly low blood sugar. i was driving like i was drunk, i couldn't form coherent sentences and was forever staring into blank space.
coffee at ice, combined with the music, made me feel so very jittery. the steak sandwich made me feel so much better, but did nothing to alleviate the jitteriness.
we then went to mamacas for some donut-thing-i-forget-what-its-called.
really appreciated the time spent with daniel and jeremy. their company is always refreshing and i always walk away feeling ten times better than i did before. daniel is someone so dear to me. he has always been there through my tough times, yet always cut me loose when my dependence on him was too much or when my depression became and obsession. i've learnt a lot from him.
tim, invited me out for dinner. at first i was hesitant, but then realised i shouldn't be scared of him. i invited dean along, almost without telling either of them that the other party would be there. i couldn't be so mean. dean decided to come along, and tim confessed that he actually liked dean contrary to what he has said before. i have to thank dean for coming out with us. his company over dinner was neccessary as tim and i have few things to talk about and our conversations die quicker than a fish out of water . bless dean's heart for his ability to break even the thickest of ice with his warm laugh and quick humour. i can't help but think tim might have felt a bit out of place for we have grown apart over this year, but i can definitely see he is happier.
i just opened up my christmas presents from dean. funny getting my christmas presents closer to my birthday than christmas. i love them. muchly appreciated, you always know what to get... *kiss* you know i have to go all out for your birthday present now.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment