Friday, December 29, 2006

tired.

new years is fast approaching and i am finding myself tired. tired of the shit, the drama, the work, and even to some extent the friends.

i want to let go. move on. do my own thing for a bit. canada will be good.

i love my friends dearly, but somehow i find myself caught in awkward positions in disputes. i often wonder why it seems i get caught in the middle. i do nothing wrong, yet i am confronted with yelling, crying and frustration.

it shits me that i am faced with this feeling.

i want it all to end... if only it were that simple.

i miss my old friends - the ones who didn't care if i lived or died.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

take a month off and travel to canada... it will rejuvenate u.

Nic

Chalks said...

yeah i can only afford to take 2 weeks off. flight is booked, i leave on the 17th...

lets get out of this hole...

Anonymous said...

It would be good! Where r u going? Vancouver or Toronto?

Nic

Chalks said...

vancouver and whistler. no time to visit sister in toronto :(