Sunday, February 25, 2007

happy

i sit here in my room by myself and i am happy. this weekend has been busy with me running from place to place, from friend to friend. its been great. but i need the time alone.

i find myself annoyed at my best friend. not at the way we are acting towards each other, because, that i understand. we were once good together, but there was a reason why we were what we were. i remember the night he said that one day we'd walk away stronger and i never doubted him for a minute. that day has come and gone and i understand what we need now. always did.

what i'm annoyed at is something much more basic. and now i have to decide, do i address it? or let it eat away at me? the answer seems clear, but its always easier to avoid.

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